He looked so broken, like someone had ripped his every hope and dream from his skin. My heart was breaking just being in the same room. Despair dripped from his eyes as he finally began to allow himself to feel. I slid off the bed and crossed the room. I stopped in front of him as his tears began to roll. He turned away from me and his shame burned my chest. I closed the space between us, wrapping my arms around him, hugging his back. We stood there for an age before he crumpled to the ground. I held him as a mother would a child.
"I can't stop it without his help, why are we so worthless to him?"
When he finally spoke his words reinforced my decision. Shame and despair should not be the only human emotions this beautiful angel feels. I held his head against my chest, letting my heartbeat soothe his anguish. Finally I stood, pulling him to his feet. When he refused to look at me I held his head in my hands and looked him in the eyes.
"You are not worthless. You are not weak. You are an incredibly powerful angel who will help put an end to the apocalypse. You are brave and you have people who love you and rely on you so don't you dare give up!"
He looked at me. And I couldn't resist him anymore. I placed a tender kiss on each cheek before slowly moving closer and kissing him lightly on the lips.
"I believe in you Cas" I kissed him again.
"Sam needs you" I kissed his cheek.
"Dean needs you" I kissed his neck.
"The world needs you" I kissed the hollow of his throat.
I slid his trench coat off his shoulders and it pooled on the floor at his feet. Still he said nothing as I loosened his tie and pulled it off his neck. I began to unbuttoned his shirt. Half his buttons were undone before he stopped me, placing a hand on mine.
"Why the hell not?"
"I'm an angel, you're a human, I'm centuries older than you."
"Does it look like I care? Don't you want me?"
I pressed my body against his; gently cupping the highly visible bulge growing in his jeans.
"Of course I do. But we just can't!"
He pushed me away, hard. My back hit the wall behind me. He slammed a fist against the wall by my face. He leant against the wall, hands either side of my body. Close but not close enough. I wanted his body against me, his hands on my skin. I pressed against him, wrapping my arms around his neck and looking into his eyes.
"If you want me, then take me. I'm yours."
He growled, a deep primal sound that I never expected to hear from an angel, and then his mouth was on mine. It was a hard, passionate kiss that left me breathless and needy. My fingers tangled in his hair as his lips crushed against mine, an exploration of lips and tongues. Man my angel sure knew how to kiss.
I couldn't wait any longer. My hands went to the open edges of his shirt as i ripped it open. Buttons went flying as I tugged it down his arms. He bit my neck roughly.
"That was my favourite shirt."
His tongue gently salved the pain away as his fingers slipped underneath the straps of my dress. He slid the straps off my shoulders and smirked in satisfaction as my dress fell in an aqua pool by my bare feet. He gave me the lengthy look that men the world over use when checking out women. His gave skimmed down my chest, along my stomach and down my thighs, and I resisted the urge to cover myself.
"Matching undies? Very sexy."
I couldn't help the colour that stained my cheeks so i did the only thing i could think of. I slowly knelt down at his feet and slid his shoes and socks off before looking up at him once again. He seemed at a loss for words as i reached up and unzipped his jeans. I slid his jeans down his legs and discovered something surprising. Afterall who expects an angel as uptight as Cas to go commando?!
His cock sprang free. I wanted to taste him. I licked the tip discovering that whilst salty he was tastier than i expected. I took him into my mouth, sucking the head lightly. I glanced up, his eyes were half-closed and he had this wondrous expression on his face. It was my turn to smirk as I realised I was the first to ever do this for him, I bobbed lightly taking more of him into my mouth. His groans intensified as his fingers tangled into my hair. He started to thrust into my mouth slightly and i realised he was close. I stopped then, standing up and kissing him hard. He tugged at my bra, pulling it down so my breasts were revealed. He looked at them before taking each erect nipple into his hot wet mouth and biting gently. Pleasure and pain mingled as his tongue curled around my nipple. I moaned loudly and he laughed lightly.
My gasp was echoed by his groan as his slid two long fingers inside me. It felt like i couldn't breathe as he began to fuck me with his fingers. My orgasm hit as his thumb found my clit and I gripped his shoulders to keep from falling as my muscles spasmed and my world exploded. Before reality hit again Castiel lifted me up and entered me. I wrapped my legs around his lean waist and my back pressed against the wall. He thrust into me, hard, deep and fast. My nails dug into his shoulders as my second orgasm hit. I screamed Cas's name triggering his first orgasm. We stayed pressed against the wall for a moment, trying to prolong the incredible feeling of having him inside me. We slid down the wall, and shifted position until i was nestled in his arms.
He nuzzled my neck, kissing the marked areas where he'd bitten me.
"Is that really what i've been missing all these years?"
"Oh you have no idea the things i could show you, we could experience new things together. "
He bit down on my ear lobe causing me to moan in delight.
"I would like that very much. Seems God has been keeping a few things from us angels. Like how sexy you are when you want something. Quite a persistent little girl aren't you?"
I frowned, punching him in the shoulder and tickling him mercilessly.
"Little girl?!!! Who're you calling little girl!!!"
He laughed and flipped me onto my back, holding my hands down and straddling my hips. He kissed me. Releasing my hands he supported his weight so i could feel his body without being crushed. I kissed him before beginning to tickle his waist. Laughing he rolled off me.
"Stop, come on. I give up! I'm sorry! Stop . No that tiickkles!!!"
"Who's a little girl now?!"
I laughed. Sliding my hands back down the gorgeous body in front of my I ran my hands down the length of him.
"Would a little girl know how to do this?"
I bit his earlobe before moving to bite his neck, then his collarbone.
I licked the hollow of his throat, smirking at the gasp that escaped him.
"You are one evil witch!"
"Oh you know you love it"
I smiled and then lay against his chest, feeling his heart beat against my cheek as he stroked my hair. I couldn't help but wonder what kind of trouble i could convince my angel to get up to in the future. Screw the apocalypse, life was going to get interesting.